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Crazy?

I've been on this long road of self discovery. A long the way many doors and insights have opened for me. I grew up being an abused child, who ran away from home at age 13 years old. I've been to many rehabs and group homes and got my life together in my teenage years and began to live the so called "normal" life. I had my first son at 20 and my second son at 23. I was working as an office manager in FL, and married my childhood crush. We were together 15 years and married for 7. I thought I was breaking the cycle of my family history (which I was in some ways). But looking back I knew there was more to life than the life I was living, so I divorced my husband and moved back home to NH and became a to live as a single mother of two lively boys and again began to struggle for survive, something I realized I was way to used too. But I did it anyway. I worked my way up the corporate ladder thinking I was doing the "right thing" by my sons. I worked 80 hours a week and tried to be a mother and now a newly single person tring to find a new partner. Looking back I realized how crazy this life style really was. The rat race was catching up to me and I was only 27 years old.

Finally, I met my soul mate and now husband of 7 years, which I'm so grateful for. With his support I began to realize my passion was talking to people and writing. I knew I could go no further in the corporate world without a college degree, but I also knew I deserved more. so I became a Realtor two years ago.

Boy, has this opened a whole new world for me. Becoming a Realtor is the best thing I ever did. Not so much for the career, even though that's important too. but mainly because it's forced me to begin this life long journey of personal development and growth. It's opening up a whole new world for me. Once I realized my passion of reaching out to others through writing I became a published author almost overnight. I've connected with like minded woman who are so in touch with their inner self's that it's mind boggling. Then I too start to try this mediating thing and yoga practice and visualizing my dreams that all these woman were incouraging me to do. The next thing I know I"m beginning to feel this cool good feeling in me at all times.

Because I'm enjoying this feelings so much, I begin to read more and more, and more personal growth books. I found Wayne Dyer and Jack Canfield. the Secret, Abraham, aspire mag. and Hay House Radio and I start thinking, I want to receive messages too. I believe that anyone can receive messages. I believe everything these experienced people are telling me and all of the sudden one day I begin to write and journal my thoughts and I worked out all the noise in my head, which I now new was my "drunk monkey" of trained behavior that you should always be thinking and talking instead of just "being". I kept practicing quieting the noise and I began to hear words that I didn't create. It feels like they come from the back of my neck and base of my head. it's a cool and interesting thing. I know it's not me and sometimes when I read the messages back I feel like I'm reading them for the first time even though I witnessed the writings. It's very interesting. But up until this point I've only shared this with my husband.

Finally, I attend a Love, Light, and Laughter seminar through aspire magazine where I connected with 300 hundred other woman, whom are messagers and receivers of the spirits and angels and their vibrations are so high, that an amazing thing happened to me. I realized that I"m not crazy, this really is truly happening to me, which by the way I wanted!

Now I want to share these messages in case they help other woman. I"m really new at this so at times you'll hear them reassuring me that I"m not crazy, which is kind of funny now.

So anyway long story gone longer, I thought I would use blogging to journal and share these messages for all those who seek this shall find it.

Please share through comments if you too are on this amazing journey of finding your "I am" in you.

blessings,

The Morning Walk

I love being by the water. As I sit here by the river only a stone throw from my house I feel at one with nature. I can hear the birds singing and the river running. The sun is shining down lightly on my face. There is a cool breeze and a blue sky.

When I awoke this morning I could feel the glory of the day unfolding. I couldn't wait to get to the river to see the beauty. I didn't even get dressed or comb my hair. I just threw my shoes on and off I went at 7am.

I find myself questioning so many things in life, history and spirit realms as I sit by the river. I'm trying to make sense of all the perceptions of reality. Well I guess I just answered myself, because it's only perceptions after all, there are so many differences of opinions. I need to decide what I believe and stick to it.

okay, i can feel the spirits wanting to share: what say you?

The world is large and out of balance. Famine Divine is needed to balance the earth. Your world is so focused on Male Divine that it remains out of balance.

my question to spirit - "Are you Famine Spirit?" yes and no

We are all one spirit. we speak as one.

my question to spirit - "Why Choose the name Seth to come through me?"
because you chose it. if was the word you needed to know who we are, you are not crazy.

my questions to spirit - "So is the name Seth related to The DaVinci Code movie I watched last night?" yes and no
The movie you watched last night was made by man and mans reality, yes there was a child human named Seth born of Jesus man and Mary woman.

Jesus was a messenger of love as you are. What humans did with the message was their choice. There is no wrong or right. Death is not an ending as you think. Killing Jesus did not end the message. Mary too was a messenger of love, she continued to receive messages after the death of Jesus.

Humans chose to believe what they wish. We do not care so much about what they believe as much as how they feel about things in energy and vibrations. To find balance in a vibrational world you need both sexes male and female.

my question to spirit - "Why does that matter for vibration?"

Because love is the balancer. You need to work and live with love & joy to have happiness and to keep the world evolving and moving forward for the collective consciousness. You need both male and female counter parts.

There is all things you think about in the world. Chose your thoughts wisely.

The past does not serve you now, but your spirit energy has been a healer, teacher for your whole existence. We love you and your continued rebirth and rediscovery of who you are.
Each time you are getting faster and faster with your discovery. we enjoy your unfolding. We play together.

My response - "I'm glad you are finding fun. I'm grateful to have found you. Now that I've discovered who I am, what role shall I play now?"

You are healer, teacher still. We will show you the way. Now is time for learning and sharpening your skills. You will be much needed soon. The famine divine is needing support, you shall run the movement for all consciousness forward in love.
go now, walk a bit.

So I stopped and went for a refreshing and meditative walk.

Conversations with the Angels

I was sitting in the car on this beautiful sunny day when the conversations became to flow through me. It' s interesting because I never planned to purchase a new journal today, but I did. I was in Staples on the phone with a client, and as I was waiting to finish my conversation so I could speak to the lady in the copy center. I began to look at the notebooks and journals. I spotted one that caught my eye and before I knew it, it was in my hand and on the counter to be paid for.

When I arrived for my afternoon appointment early, I had an inspirited thought to write in my new journal and after a few mediation breaths here's what happened.

My hand began to move and thoughts came from somewhere else and I began to write the following:

Hello,
We are here to serve you. We enjoy playing with you. You are one of us. Your name is feather. You like to fly and sore above the clouds, your spirit is light & fun. Don't weigh it down with humans. You are light. You are pleasure.
The world is plentiful. There is much to go around and share. We love to laugh and share.
We understand this is new for you, just relax and let us lead you. This is not new for us and really not so new for you as "Feather". Your meant to float. You are a floater. Don't by shy. Let us flow. You will not fall. You know how to fly.

You mean the world to us. Our spirits are connected and we've been waiting for you join us in the physical and spiritual realms.

We will guide you. go now!

So, I was feeling a little enlighten and nervous that I might be crazy. But I thanked the messager anyway and wrote a little note about how I don't think I'm a feather because I'm afraid of heights. and then my hand had a lot to say about that:

You are not crazy, crazy does, crazy is not "is"!

I was thinking when this message came through, of whom might this be from and here's what came next:

I'm here, Seth, this was I.

Soring is not the same for us as it is for you. Your thinking of physical laws of gravity. We do not think in these terms. We think in terms of energy and you fly at good levels of energy and are receiving your desires. your hearts desires. you have called us and we are here. We want to be here, there is much to share and say to the physical world. All those that listen will be called and will come forth. We do not force and only come when asked. We invite you to share this message. You chose us and we except the connection and are ready to share. you don't need to know just listen and practice what we share. You are well and knowing of what we are, you may share, with us too.

what say you?

I wrote my own notes of - "I would like to ask, how do I release the nervous energy around me?"

Seth - "Just release it, it is not hard. you just say it is , so it is, just decide and release. good things are coming for you. Release is coming. Get ready for change.

Blogger Buzz: So long, and thanks for all the zen!

Blogger Buzz: So long, and thanks for all the zen!

Is anybody out there

Hi All,

I had such a great time talking to so many other spiritual women and the Love and Laughter event, I've been wishing I could have access to share with spiritual women all the time, night or day. So I'm throwing this to the wind. Is there any women out there that would like to share their spiritual thoughts, dreams, goals, ideas with me online and maybe we could support each other through our transformations? Please add comments if you'd like to share. Thanks

Light, Love & Laughter Event

I just attended the best inspiritual event EVER! I had an angel reading, reiki session, and attended many workshops on getting to know myself and my angels. It was amazing. I've been on cloud nine since I have returned. There were about 300 women there all seeking the same thing;inner peace and love! Like I said it was amazing. I met so many great women with great experiences to share. The event was put on by aspire mag. and boy did Linda Joy the publisher put on an great event. Everything went smoothly, nothing was out of place and everyone was happy. I met a lot of great speakers and was introduced to my spirit guides of whom I'm sure you'll hear a lot from now. :-) It really inspired me to continue to write about what I love, the universe!

Are You A Universalist too?

The world as I knew it came to a streaking halt a few months ago, and I’m so grateful today that it did. I had just changed careers, or should I say I stopped working for someone else and went to work for myself. This was when the unexpected happened. I was so excited to become a Realtor and I thought “I can do this, but I have a lot to learn. I need to educate myself and develop sales skills.” This meant I needed to figure out what qualities I already had that I could tap into to be a great salesperson, boy I had no idea what I was in for. So, I began asking questions and hanging around successful Realtor’s, trying my best to train myself. When one day one of the loan officers from the neighboring mortgage company came in raving about this new book she saw on Oprah, called the “Secret.” She went on and on about how it can change your life and inspire you to be a better person and get all the things you want in life. Well, being in this personal/training/ learning curve I was on, I ran right out a bought it, not knowing just how significant this book would be in my life. To say the least it changed everything! I bought the un-bridged version book on CD read by the author Rhonda Byrne. In the first five minutes I thought I was entering into another world. I was in awe. I don’t remember what exactly she said, because it wasn’t as much what she said that was important, as how she said it. It was like a light bulb going off in my head for the first time. I’m responsible for my own life? This was whole new concept for me. You mean to tell me; my dysfunctional life was my fault? Part of me was saying Halleluiah! While the other part was saying, I would never create this for myself. This “Awakening” as I like to call it has really brought a lot of things to the fore front. I discovered through more research of the teachings of Abraham by Jerry and Ester Hicks that I didn’t intentionally create this for myself (thank God), but I was indeed the one responsible. By not intentionally setting a path for myself; my life has been running on “auto-pilot” and I’ve been blaming anyone and everyone for what’s happened to me thus far. I’ve been playing the victim most of my life and wanting everyone around me to feel bad for me. When in realty I’ve been the abuser. I’ve been self-sabotaging my own success. WOW! See what I mean by “Awakening?” Can you relate?
Everything was beginning to come together with my new “awakening” and my quest to be a successful business owner. I began to question “How can I be a successful Realtor and business owner when I’ve be self-sabotaging myself in all other areas of my life” then the statement from Tony Robins made a world of sense all the sudden – “You have to BE before you can HAVE!
DUH! Light bulbs again!
So here I am in this huge arena of personal development and a real estate career that is really beginning to explode (yes, even in a declining market). I now believe it’s not the external conditions of our society that makes a successful person; it’s the goods on the inside. And we all were born with all the tools necessary to create our own world, with our number one universal goal of joy and love.
Now, that I’m on this path so many great things have been flowing into my life almost like magic and I’m filled with so much I want to share with others that are on this same path of “awakening.”